I don’t care if you’re family, friends, or just people that I know. Well if I disappear, I don’t care if you’d feel bad. You cared too late. You never cared when I was suicidal. Why would you care if I died? There’s no difference. You’re only surprised that someone you know killed themselves. That’s all. Stop saying I’m stupid. Stop saying it’s a bad idea. Stop saying it’s not worth it. Isn’t this my choice? Stop. Just…you make me stay and yet you cause me harm and make me want to kill myself more. Why. You’re ugly. You’re fat. You’re dumb. You’re useless. You’re annoying. Even if you’re joking it still hurts. I should just leave if it’s bothering you. “Every joke has a little bit of truth in it.” Thanks for the hint guys. I got it.

(Source: heysophiaa)

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